Warm Sunday eve. I just came back from old friend's home. I haven't seen her for very long time. Well, I mean - about 4 weeks. Yes it is too much for me as she is one of my closer's friends. I can't explain why I visit her so rarely, though I love her she is my friend from school. She knows me like no one else, at the same time she knows nothing about me. Coz I very closed person and never say my secrets even to best friends.
But today I planned to write about my mood. I don't know what happened, why I am feeling so down. When I need all strengh of mysel I am feeling like never before. Empty inside. Need someone to be near me. Either srg or HIM. Even Khurram can't do nothign with this . I want HIM to be with me all mylifelong. That meeting in the hall of my work was like a new sign. I should wait for someone like HIm if he is not my destiny. I should fight for this dream. But fight with myself. I am matteur enough to decide what I want and what I really need. Why I am behaving like 5-years old girl.
Want some love affair...